maybe the roughest goodbyes ever, but only to the extent that they were painfully overflowing with love
a few more hours with the boy and I still haven’t packed any of my room and we’re still finishing the apartment and I’ve slept like 8 hours of the past ~48 or something and I feel literally sick with emotions and exhaustion and the only thing I want in the whole world is to climb into a bed with him for the whole summer and cuddle
endenogatai said: I want to visit, I’ll bet a ticket isn’t so expensive?
omg YES COME VISIT—tickets aren’t too bad especially depending on when you’re coming. I’m almost positive you could stay with me in my room and we could GO HAVE FUN IN PORTLAND for like a whole weekend/week and it would be wonderful. If you’re serious about coming I will totally work with you on planning that because I’d also loooove to see you, it’s been much too long.
also again, if you’re in pdx this summer and want to hang out let me know and i can almost promise i will not be a bawling baby in front of you
okay okay like halfway there and almost done with this paper it will all be FINE and i am EXCITED for all this ALONE TIME and all the SPACE on my bed and the CHANCE to spend two months being MORE INDEPENDENT and focusing on the COMMUNICATIVE BENEFITS of this FUCKING GREAT RELATIONSHIP and COMPLETELY FINANCIALLY SUPPORTING MYSELF because at the end of the day i’m a STRONG AND HAPPY PERSON